i'm missing her:(

Close relation but yet so far...Suddenly im missing all those good old days we had spent together. ouh maybe not suddenly, i've been keeping this for a long time,it just that i dun want to bother myself with sad emotion. sometimes i hate to accept the fact that now we are not close as we used to be.. But u noe wat,i hope some day we can make it up again. I'm really looking forward to hearing from u..but as for now , I'm just glad to see u doing well :). Take care.Love ya..

a year called 2010!

Dang~im here again..its been awhile since the last updates..now here come 2010!my new resolution?I dun have one..I mean even it is not a new year,I just think I should keep myself motivated to achieved my aim and become a better person..It just my opinion..No offends~Hee well,Im just hoping dat I'll be able to do well for this last sem..U noe FYP is like no kidding~Oh pls pls I want to get A!amin..I want to graduate soon!pls2!hee

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2nd January 2010- Meet my gurlss!

It such a great beginning of my 2010!I missed them so much.I noe last sem I was damn busy with my FYP stuffs and all those things and I dun even have time for myself until the end of the examination last 2weeks..Thank god~Like finally. So as a reward for myself, I really think I should meet them to recharged back my strength:D!

Dear Ciqin n Nia, thanks so much for ur times!Much appreciated. Really,u guys made my day! Im so much thankful to have u guys as part of my life..Love2!

I'm back [ Part 2 ]

21^st birthday:

Just last 2 weeks, I turned 21 on 21^st November 2009!Alhamdulillah. Even getting a year older, I’m so much thankful for still having a chance to breath, to be with all my beloved people, in good health and good mind state=). But just missing being a kid without a problem to think about. Since, here my MMU close friends are also super busy with their FYP and me too, I don’t expect much from them. I know they still will do something for me as I know them about 3 years. For me it is good enough to received the wishes from them but unexpectedly they celebrate me twice which is before my birthday and a day after my birthday.

Seriously, thank you so much for the celebration despite our peak time, u guys still find a time just to celebrate my day. I’m really touched with u guys especially Ayu (the mastermind, for the present and celebration), Ka ( thanks for the 2 slices of the Secret Recipe’s), Hajar ( for the superlicious sandwich and cake) and An( for being part of the team).=)

For others, thanks for those prayers , wishes, presents and cards. I am touched with each of the words from u guys.. Thank u so much=)

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My beloved ones ( u know who u are):

Lately, few of my beloved people having their hard time and here I want to say sorry for not being there with u guys =( . Trust me, if only I can take all those pain that u guys endured, I’ll do it definitely! I know it is just so hard for u guys, but please keep stronger for urself and also for ur loved ones. As ur good friend, I’ll try my best to cheer u up and support u even physically I’m not there. I can’t do that much but for now this is the least that I can do. Keep ur strength with this words:

Life is like a book. Each day is a new page. May your book be a bestseller with adventures to tell, lessons to learn and tales of good deeds to remember. Keep smiling as a smile is a language even a baby understands. It costs nothing but it creates much. It happens in a flash but the memory of it may last forever.

And u know I’m always be here as long as u guys still need me. Even now I’m busy with my stuffs still I’m free when it comes to u=). Remember this too, time and distance are important between friends. When a friend is in your heart, they remain there forever. I may be busy, but I assure u, u guys are always in my heart!

I'm back [ Part 1]

Wow!Its quite a long time i didn’t post any updates since last 5 month!wat? 5 month huh? Omg time flies sooo fast~Ramai dh bising srh update blog n buang sawang2+habuk tebal kt blog!haha ok people~ur wish come true today!=P ok there are lots of things i want to share but i just dunno where to start..erm ok2 lets make a list here :

1) Internship

2) Final Year Project

3) Late laptop=(

4) 21^st birthday

5) My beloved ones

Those are the most highlighted in the last 5 month. Lets begin with my internship. Yoshh~

Internship:

As some of u might know, I was an intern in Forest Research Institute Malaysia( FRIM). It was ended in 30^th of September 2009 after 4 month duration. Before I step in FRIM, I wonder if I could survived even one day but actually it works well more than I expect. Alhamdulillah. New friendship, new interest, new bonding, new environment, new skills- there are lots of things I discovered from the training. I built a great bonding between myself with the other trainees. They are such a great buddies. I do missing spending time with them. They are such a dorky but yet thoughtful. When I was there, I don’t really think that knowing them just about 4 month can really make up a great and long last friendship but I’m totally wrong. Sometime I think their care are more deeper than people I already know more than a year. I’m thankful to have a chance to meet them=). The officers and staffs there had leaved a permanent mark not just in my heart but also my thought. They even said this group of students is the most cheerful, havoc and loud! During my presentation, Dr. Kodi once said that he’ll miss our greetings to him every morning. He also make such a thoughtful speech before we finish our training. I just can’t control myself and burst into tears finally!=P.

So here I want to acknowledge all friends, officers and staff in FRIM ,thanks for giving me a chance to complete my internship there. After 4 month, I not only gain the knowledges but I have a new family that now just become part of myself. Thanks for the supports, times and advises. I greatly missing u guys=).

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Final Year Project:

Yes, now I continue on my FYP. Wow, now I am final year student? That is the most unbelievable thing ever. I still remember when the first time in entered MMU as a foundation student and now its almost towards the end of my undergraduate study. But it just so hard! In one side, its like u almost graduate and just few months to go b4 u can hold a scroll but in other side doing FYP seriously drive u crazy! As I’m writing now, I actually on the last chapter of my FYP report. This semester is only the first phase of the project and it will be continue on the 2^nd phase which is on Jan next year. Next Monday is the submission date of the report and in the following day here come the FYP presentation! Seriously I’m trembling! But I always believe in myself that I can go through it no matter how hard it is=)~yes I know I can!

Basically, my project is about Tuberculosis(TB). I’m concentrate on the screening of the antigenic protein that already exist in the M.tuberculosis and find the uniqueness of the genes and do the experiment either the protein is also presence in other mycobacterial isolates. Honestly, it is really interesting project and actually one of the good research field. I just hope I can do well and get the good grades so that I’m being able to graduate next year=)..People, do pray for me =).

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Late laptop:

Ok why late laptop? This is because my laptop has been stolen a month ago! Its totally pissed me off since I already do the research for FYP and save all those materials that I need but suddenly its gone. I know its my fault but stole other people stuff is not tolerable ok! This is how the incident happen. I went back to KL with my friend’s car. Putting our bags at back passenger’s foot side. We stopped at R&R Seremban Utara at 9.50 am for a breakfast and totally forgot about our stuff at the back. We came back after 20 minutes, around 10.15 am and suddenly my friend said “ Mi!beg dh takde!”. I totally stiff and speechless but I don’t cry. I wonder why..

Since my friend already crying badly, I was thinking I should lead in this situation. So, after that I driving to the most nearer exit which is Nilai and find the police station. Luckily, despite having a hard time, the police station is quite easy to find. After settle down, we continue our journey to KL still, since my friend have to meet her supervisor for her FYP. Luckily, just before we depart from Malacca, she just print out the hard copy of her FYP proposal and the hard copy was still in the car. Alhamdulillah. Unexpectedly, I didn’t cry along the journey, but finally I burst into tears at home. Luckily, my parents don’t get mad. They are very understanding in almost all situations when it is related to us. So, I’m also thankful for that=).

Basically that is what had happened. Now, I make it as a lesson. Don’t ever try to leave ur laptop even it is just for a short while unless u are at home.

- to be continue....